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Do you look like a million dollars on the outside but falling apart on the inside?

Do you look like a million dollars outside when you go out into the world, yet deep inside, at the same time you feel like you’re falling apart, feeling lost, overwhelmed, hopeless and helpless.
And you are not alone, by the way. If you go to a big networking event or a professional conference, you will find yourself in the sea of well dressed, put together, beautiful women. (and men, of course) They all look like a million dollars on the outside. Every one projects professional or business success and great life… on the surface. But how many of them are falling apart inside? I know… many!
Are you one of them? I know I used to be!

In spite of all outwardly success, something inside is missing. You can really put a name on it, but you are aware of some deep pain inside or dissatisfaction that propels you to seek answers.
You watch videos, read books, listen to podcasts, go to classes, yet it never feels enough, never truly satisfying.
You continue the search. You have to. You can’t stop.
You don’t even know what answers you are looking for, but you do it anyway.
You want to feel at peace, happy, content, calm and satisfied. But you only able to catch glimpses of these feelings periodically. They don’t stay. They are fickle: today you feel it for a moment, and the next moment, it’s gone.
So you keep searching for the answer on how you can make sure to feel at peace, happy, content and successful permanently. Is it even possible for me? So you continue your search.
Many years ago, I’ve uncovered a deep internal image. I call them constructs. It’s a memory of some decision we have made about life, the world or ourselves and we are not aware of it consciously. It’s hidden deep in the psyche and influences us from the inside.
In that construct, I am 7 years old and I look in a mirror. I see a monster. I think if I read a book, the monster will go away and I will start looking normal. I read a book, look in the mirror, but nothing changed. The monster is still there. I go and read another book. The cycle repeats itself over and over and over. It’s a broken record, playing on the loop. It’s the foundation of the low self-worth. It doesn’t matter if you are consciously aware of it or not, it is active and keeps playing in your psyche, giving you pain and all kinds of unpleasant feelings. It must be uncovered, addressed, and released. Of course, I released it then.
This is an example of something that was hiding deep inside, giving me pain and low self-worth, but how I would even know where to look for it? I don’t recall such a memory of believing I was a monster.
That’s why women look for answers in all wrong places because the real issues are always hidden inside in deep recesses.
If you are searching for answers and solutions to your internal pain, I am inviting you to join me at my 3-day virtual live event Divine Wealth. The Inner Journey Home to Freedom and Power. Register at irinabaker.com/wealth and you will find the answers you’ve been searching for for so long!

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